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I Am Nurul Huda


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March 4, 2012, 3/04/2012 07:20:00 PM
If only you know

If only you know what i have been thinking the past few days. One week to be exact actually. Everyone is happy and were happy. Me? I dunno if i'm happy or act as if i'm happy. Depress! Stressful! It's just not me.

If only you know... I am feeling so down lately. Mom hasn't been supporting of what i like. She dun understand my financial disorder. Friends hasn't been there for me lately. I understand. They are busy with work, family and boyfriend. I have family. I have work. But!!! No boyfriend.

If only you know... The reason i dun wanna have a bf is i dun understand them. I dun understand why men nowadays depend so much on women. Why men have to be so sex-maniac. Why men have to be sex-minded. Why men have to be ego. Why men have to selfish. Why men have to rely on his women to foot the bills. Why men have to always choose the sexy, slim, pretty women.

Do you get what i mean?

I am so heavy hearted.