I think am not gonna be slim. Yes i am pretty but to be slim and pretty at the same time, i am not gonna have it. Sometimes i wonder why must i be pretty and slim. Why must i please some guys out there with that kind of package when i actually have it perfectly EXCEPT slim! But then i realise most guys loves that kind of women. Some guys who loves fat but pretty because they say rhey wanna have a "comfy" sex with her. Big butt and big boobs. Like hello? Are you bullshiting me? Fat girls are not for sex only. We have our beautiful heart that none of those pretty but slim girls have! They have those money-minded heart.

I think am not getting any boyfriend. Because i fell for one easily and get obsessed with him easily. BUT... when i find someone who likes me and able to do everything for me, i will suddenly pause and say "i think i dun like you. I think you're not for me. I think you dun have those criteria that i want. I think i will support you financially more" get what i mean? I am so confused. Furthermore i always think those guys who like me actually loves my money more than me. Loves having sex more than me. Yes! I am being narrow minded. But i don't know what i want.

Seriously in conclusion I Think i will never get married. =[