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November 30, 2009, 11/30/2009 11:52:00 PM


I've always been the smiling girl whenever I'm with the love ones and friends. They didn't really know who am I. i think its time for me to find a new boyfriend who really is meant for me. god knows whats in my mind now. seeing some friends happy with their love ones makes me jealous. No doubt that i always date different men. Yes i admit that i always get to know different type of guys buti've never stick to one. WHY??? Because i can't make up my mind whenever the guys wants to be serious with me. I'll always compare them with my old guy. I dunno why but everytime i starts to compare, every guy will turn off for me. In the end they will be a reject specimen for me. Gosh... i dunno what am doing la ok? Dunno why this things always in my mind. I never fail to compare them. I can even write in a piece of paper and list down the good and bad about the particular guy am dating. Maybe i am choosy. True enough la. I dun deny about that. I just need one guy who simply make me fall in love with him w/o any doubt! Thats all.... That is what i hope for. I know it's hard and take a donkey years to meet one. But i will wait although i always have the urge to have bf. Goodbye people

November 25, 2009, 11/25/2009 11:42:00 PM

Addicted to his smile... Hmmmm
enjoy his companion of fetching me home.
Although for a short while.
Can't believe it You said something to me just now.
However am sorry cos friends are better at the moment.
I'm not lying the fact that u make me comfortable with you but the feeling of un safe is always with me.
How am i to accept everything?
=)
Anyway do take care when am not around.
Make friends with other people Mr wierd man.




November 23, 2009, 11/23/2009 12:22:00 AM

Mr wierd guy suddenly fetch me and didn't talk much.
All the way to mrt he just smile at me.
Hmmmm
wierd guy.
Anyway sweet of him asking me whether i want supper or not...
Hhahahaha
Of course nope!
Working morning tmrrw how to supper tonight?
Anyway... he is still wierd!
Monday blues coming!

November 22, 2009, 11/22/2009 10:07:00 AM

That day everybody starts to be drunk.
Music and ciga was all over the place.
Me?
Sitting there like QOOQOO bird.
Hhahahaaha
The only i do was _light up the ash with light_(you know what i mean)
In my mind was, i wanna go home cos i work tmrrw!
But nobody is safe to send me home...!
Hhhahahahah!
The guys are drunk and i want no acident!
=)
Anyway,
here comes a good soul to send me home.
He walk up to me and...
HIM:"You want to go home? It's late already."
ME: " Yup i wanna go home, But my frens are all not safe to bring me home."
HIM: "I send you home k? I have bike... hope you dun mind?"
ME: " Hmmmm i don't have a choice right?"
HIM: " Yup you do... CAR OR BIKE?"
ME: " Car? whose car?"
HIM: " Take Adi's key and we will have car! hahahahaha"
ME: "eHK? anyhOW only you...Take bike la."
HIM: " Bukit batok right?"
ME: "How you know?"
HIM: smile and walk away....
Bloody hell!
He know where i stay!
Hahahahaha
He even know i work as what!
So i was safe send home by him infact straight to my lift!
Hhahahahaa
Amazing sweet talker man.
LOL.
When i was at the party, he didn't even talked to me!
He just sat and observe people.
His eyes was every where! Gosh!
Then when i was about to go to sleep, Adi called asking where am i.
Adi: "ehk where are you? i wanna sent you home"
Me: " I'm home alr.... Your fren sent me home. That wierd guy sen me."
Adi: " Huh? Sent you? Aisey...he really make the move"
Me: " Move? what move?"
Adi: " He keep asking me about you. Ask got bf not? School or work? Stay where? He got ask your number?"
Me: " No la... No wonder la he know where i stay. Its okay la..i wanna sleep. bye"
Adi: " No? I guess he will ask me soon."
Me: " okay bye!"
15 MINS LATER, I GOT A MSG!!!
"Hey you asleep? just wanna say good night and happy working tomorrow. You make my day. sweet dream-ARI"
what the hack!
HE MSG ME!
Faster than i thought! Hhaahahah
Whatever...
Through that msg then i know his name is ARI.
hahahahahha
SIOW!

, 11/22/2009 09:47:00 AM

Good morning Sunday!
I got the feeling for blogging today.
Something i've yet to do but unable to express the feeling.
Been in a up and down mood nowadays.
Sleeping and movie marathon was simply my activities when off day strike.
Sadly I only have 1 off day which is last friday.
But its okay...
Gonna leave sg soon...
I don't mind working hard now and enjoy life later.
Speaking of leaving sg...
I didn't regret making the decision.
Lucky my family support it and involve in preparing.
Now all of them are excited!
Hmmmmm
Wonder where i'm going?
I won;t tell till i'm back...
Anyway speaking about " i don't regret making the decision of leaving sg",
wanna know why?
The feeling of unwanted came back again in mind.
No more the old girl i am.
Gone for zero dating. I mean i go for dates la, but the date doesn;t look like a date
coz I'm always the first ones to say
"Hey, i wanna go home uh"
Hhahhahaah
I know i shouldn't do that, but nothing interest me about guys nowadays.
Yes i do look at guys but when getting to know them, it turns out to be.......... Boring!!!
=)
What happen to me?
Nothing but love bores me now.

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November 7, 2009, 11/07/2009 04:31:00 AM


Today my darling hafiz turn **th years old!
hahahaha
Shall not state the years coz he doesn;t fit to be one!
He is still a "small boboy" to me
Happy birthday my dear...
Aku love kau selalu although we criticise each other.
We will hae a proper date and celebration of your birthday soon k?
I hope you get well soon and and and.... found true love.
=)
Me and you seems to be cannot make it if we were to be a HUSBAND AND WIFE.
hahahahaha
Anyway sorry for today.
I cancel my meet up with him today.
Hmmmmm
Am so bad kan?
But what to do?
Do i have a choice when the ma'am is talking cock and fuck me upside down.
Haiiiiizzz
I still wish i'm 10 yrs old who knows nothing but SCHOOL and PLAY.
Anyway darling ku hafiz...
Simpan duit k?
For next yr Celebration!
LOVE KAU!




November 5, 2009, 11/05/2009 11:42:00 PM

Every now and then,
I'm starting to play with fire.
Love, family and job.
I'm taking the risk in certain things.
People may not know but doing this for my own good.
As a result it turn out to be good and bad.
Rarely use hp nowadays.
Used it just for mp3.
If u wan me to reply, do tell me it's urgent.
If not i will not bother.
Only certain people i will entertain...
Mostly family....
For some of you...sorry i wil make it up to you next time.
=)
*I'm on emo mood nowadays*

, 11/05/2009 12:54:00 AM

Am not a small kid anymore.
Stop treating me like one.
I earn a thousand per month, mind you.
I don't use your money to go out and chill.
Why treating me this way when I'm a good girl?
I'm proud to say that am still virgin.
Am not like some girls who go around fucking guys or drink and club!
Am not that kind!
Bare that in mind.
Am not the spoilt brat who does nothing at home.
I do housechores!
You should be lucky to have me!
I went to that smelly market often!
Tell me nowadays...which teenager will go market and follow mummy?
Damn stop treating me as if i still need your "susu chap gantung"

November 2, 2009, 11/02/2009 12:36:00 AM

Oh boy! I had a great evening at Yew Tee Point yesterday. So happy unil aku nak pengsan! hahahahaha.
Had alifa to teman me watch Ize Suliman! Omg! I can't believe that he recognise me la sey. He smile and wave at me once he saw me before he step on to the stage. Am going crazy soon.




Ize Suliman and Alifa
(fyi my hand was shaking when i took their pic so ifa have to take herself.
paiseh! he even notice it!)
Me and him!
My date of the day! Curhat day!