I've always been the smiling girl whenever I'm with the love ones and friends. They didn't really know who am I. i think its time for me to find a new boyfriend who really is meant for me. god knows whats in my mind now. seeing some friends happy with their love ones makes me jealous. No doubt that i always date different men. Yes i admit that i always get to know different type of guys buti've never stick to one. WHY??? Because i can't make up my mind whenever the guys wants to be serious with me. I'll always compare them with my old guy. I dunno why but everytime i starts to compare, every guy will turn off for me. In the end they will be a reject specimen for me. Gosh... i dunno what am doing la ok? Dunno why this things always in my mind. I never fail to compare them. I can even write in a piece of paper and list down the good and bad about the particular guy am dating. Maybe i am choosy. True enough la. I dun deny about that. I just need one guy who simply make me fall in love with him w/o any doubt! Thats all.... That is what i hope for. I know it's hard and take a donkey years to meet one. But i will wait although i always have the urge to have bf. Goodbye people