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I Am Nurul Huda


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September 8, 2009, 9/08/2009 08:54:00 PM

Someday I hate that i'm working as a Healthcare in Hospital.
Someday I feel proud of my work.
Someday I feel that I more shitty things than vigilent work.
Someday I feel as though I'm a maid of the SGH.
Someday I feel as if I'm paid to Lie to some people.
Sometime it's a white lie or black also i dunno.
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Nowadays I feel wierd in myself.
I'm taking this up because of my mom wants it or it's just me who want to achieve it?
I going to work with a heavy heart sometime.
Dragging my foot to 'Hell' ward and deal with nonsense nag by "kakak'.
Do i deserve those thing or it is my juke box for everyday?
Even if i complaint to some people also, they won't understand.
They will just say, "IT'S PART OF WORK"
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I keep asking my heart to stop thinking negatively but hell no.
Everything is a mix up.
Believe me or not, i'm taking taxi almost everyday.
Sometime from SGH to BB, SGH to Outram Mrt, BB to clementi.
Just name it, I've done it.
I'm almos broke now.
Thanks to my heart.