.....

2011-05-20T13:00:00.000+08:00

I'm simply bless with what i have.
I'm able to have my own things by my own money.
ILOVEWHATIHAVE

2011-05-19T02:11:00.000+08:00

NAK NEW CAMERA PLEASE!!!!!!!

2011-04-12T02:35:00.000+08:00

I AM VERY ANGRY! LIKE SERIOUSLY ANGRY!

2011-04-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

Why do i feel like my friends are leaving me day by day? Why do i feel like i'm actually not needed among my friends? Why do i feel like actually was being used by my friends all this while? When they have no money i'm always helping them, now when i need one of them none are free for me. =( Like seriously is it true what i feel? mom always says my friends are the bad kind of friend. True meh? haizzz like seriously i have nothing to say. I think none of them know what i feels. now i feel lonely. No boyfriend and No trusted friends. Too much la this world. Maybe i should step back awhile and see what's going on in this world of mine. These moment are really cruel. I feel like smoking. I think only nicotine helps me. =( I don't like my friend to know that i'm sad or feel lonely cause i don't wanna burden them. I think no one will understand me. I did cried. I did laugh. Cause i'm human too.... In my groups of friends i'm always the fattest. I always feel like i dun dress like them. I always feel that i dun belong to any of them. I always feel I have the worst fashion among them. I'm always w/o a bf. I'm always the decent type. WHAT HAPPEN NURULHUDA. THIS IS SO NOT ME. SERIOUSLY!

2011-02-23T02:48:00.003+08:00

Feels like running away from everything?
Think twice before you did cause everything happens with a reason behind it.
Your god dont give u the test without analyzing.
Always think for your love ones.
Cheyyyyyyyyyyy

2010-10-11T04:57:00.002+08:00

I'm done with my new hair style! how's my maggie hairstyle and my square spec?

I super love this spec of mine babe!

Anyway seriously am enjoying life! without getting to know anyguy! i'm perfectly fine without them.

Anyway congrats to my gf Syidah hamidi and Shaffiq for their wedding yesterday 10.10.2010

We had a memorable ones althou its simple!

=) much love!!

2010-09-29T03:09:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging again. For what purpose? Cause a sudden emptiness in heart. I wonder why i got the feeling of 'puffing' again, again and again. Last month i 'ate' 2 pack! Holy shit... Isn't that bad for women? I might not conceieve any babies or even i might have cancer!

Darn!

But the urge is there. Arrgggh wanna kill myslef!

hahahaha

ehk but aku lom khawin!

lol

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Anyway on a lighter note, I'm stil surviving here at work place.

1 yr plus and gonna be two yrs soon.

How time flies.

Working here is like shit sometimes.

Higher rank always siding those who are wrong,

lower rank always 'kena' LANCHAOWEY!

Whatever it is...

I'm just looking for 'HALAL' MONEY!

=) Good night!

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*oh! am single but taken

2010-06-20T00:37:00.002+08:00

Did i tell you i went for GENTING HIGHLAND with family last week?

We had a blasting weekend together!

Great holiday with the love ones!

I think tomoroow is Fathers day!

Happy Fathers day DADDY!

we super love you!

I will die without you...=(

Thanks for all the sacrificise!

2010-06-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking about it. Am gonna forget about having a boyfriend despite having a fb status such as " I need a bf stat". Troublesome plus irritating having a boyfriend. All along I was totally fine without it but when I was finally attch I've became haywire. This word for it....Chialat!!!!

I'm gonna be new starting from now.
I'm gonna be determine for what i what.
I'm gonna be friend with lots of friend without hesitation.
I'm gonna be friendly and lively like I used to be.
ALL THIS? I'M GONNA TRY... BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.

Although i always told nabil...
"Any guys want a fat girl like me?"
Although i always asked hafiz...
"Will you be my BF?"
Although i always told myself...
"I NEED A BF LOVE STAT"

But I know its all the emotion....
=)
If loves happens with an unknown reason than let it be with an unknown reason.
I've give up finding the reason why it happen this way and that way.
I'm gonna stay happy always.
I still have family, friends. friends and more friends with me!
Chiayou!!!

2010-05-24T01:17:00.002+08:00

Today is another day 0f me being super not me.

Am not laughing at work like i use to be...

Why?

what's happening la....

Adieu...

The main point is am gonna change.

Change for good.

Am gonna keep fit..

Gonna eat good food...

Am gonna be happy always!

I have toooo!

2010-05-23T01:13:00.003+08:00

Super down...

Tell me why...

Menses? Today is the last day so it can't the excuses for feeling so moody.

Tired? Maybe am just too exhausted dealing with my daily life.

Neither work morning, afternoon or night.

When i'm back home people are asleep.

So do you think that i should take a step back in life?

I think i should pace down a lil.

Spent time with family and for myself.

I dun even have time to pamper myself nowadays.

Salon. shopping, massage palour or painting....

Seriously i've always been thinking for people but not for myself.

Mama said i always think for friends....

Haizzzzzz

Why shudn't i?

Somehow it's true.

Think too much till i hurt myself.

Well somehow you didn't realise that you hurt yourself more than you hurt others right?

Did i tell you i've been having nose ______ frequently?

Only god knows what happening to me la.

Check up? dun force me...

No means no...

I know my own body.

AM FAT! LOTS OF PROTEIN, IRON AND VITC!

All in one body.

Talking about fat...

I realise i loose few kgs...

I wonder where has it all gone too...

Now i can wear my old jeans...

Darn... i wanna be the old nurulhuda...

Fat, slouching always and nerd...

Darnnnnn

now i realise am working morning in less tham 4 hours....

Bubbye

2010-05-21T00:20:00.002+08:00

Would like to wish Ize Suliman Happy 26th Birthday!

Semoga pintu rezeki you sentiasa terbuka dan sentiasa sihat selalu.

May your success in Singing and Acting will always be with you.

=) Love the way you are.

Some people might ask me who is he...

He is random contestant that i super like!

The first picture is the first time i met him after the ANUGERAH FINAL.

After that i start to follow his activities.

Then i drag my frens along to watch him every where he has performance.

This pic is at Yew Tee Point! I drag Efa along with me.. During this time efa likes his persoanlity too... Friendly!!!

Then this pic? is his performance at Westmall, For two days staright i went to his performance. I miss the third show!

1st show i went alone. 2nd show i went with Nabil!

This is the fist show that nabil went to watch him...

After that Nabil follows me to watch hime.

In total i influence 2 people!!

Next show? Is at ANUGERAH HITZ.SG!

Didn't expect to see him there but his there!

Be the backup singer!!

POWER!

Super hppy to meet him!

Next? The day wen he performa with the X-CLUSIVE for 2 days!

Newly form group who is popular with Yok goyang Yok!

This show i get to know Idris and Razlyna!

Power!!

This show... i bring ALIFA, NABIL AND AFIFA!

Now i have 3 people!!

Then the FEstival Melayu Ada! At kampong Glam!

Nice performance with X-clusive!

The day wen we had our first makan time with them..

Paiseh!!!!

This? i go with Nabil and Afifa!

Last but not least! Me, nabil and Atenton went to watch X-clusive Ft Faliq at SAM competition!

Nice song but they win consolation prize.

Better luck next time guys.

Thru this we get to know an awesome talent...*Faliq Rais*

That day we had an awesome SUPPER WITH THEM!!!!!!!!!

Now in total I influence 4 people to support them!

Yeayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!

But day by day... He has more and more Fans which is a good sign for his career! Alhamdullilah!

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*Anyway the main thing is HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZE SULIMAN*

2010-05-20T06:08:00.002+08:00

hello wello mellow! morning shift today.
super not fun cause only four people to meddle with 17 patients.
dun feel like working but have to.
today after work will have to hurry down to pinky's house to make her 'hantaran' things.....
lots of things to do for her wedding prep.
guess when is the wedding??
29th may!!!! damn!!!
c 'wakamin'??? 'what i mean'
time flies!
shes no longer gonna be a ms... she gonna be mrs syed mahazir! lol
whatever it is i still wish her the best to her new life...
bubbye

*guys are meant to be heartbreaker*

2010-05-18T21:41:00.002+08:00

ooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhh lalalalalala!

I went for swimming today! Apply lots of SUNBLOCK before jumping into the pool!

Jurong East is the back up plan since Wild Wild Wet is closed on Tuesday!

Sad but awesome cause the day doesnt end that bad thou!

Crazy peeps with me...

Sahara, Jannah and son, My lil bro and his fren and with Prastuti!

Mcd for breakfast...

Beehoon for lunch...

KFC for dinner...

Laugh all the way...

Swim all the way...

For those who are trying to ruin my life...

Thank you so much cause you're making me stronger each day!

I won't fail!

Even if i make a mistake...

It will always be once not twice!

2010-05-17T19:08:00.002+08:00

Am gonna start blogging starting from today. Firstly about love life.

In case people don't know I had broke up with the recent boyfriend after few years of being single.

Love him for the caring, sharing and secure. However something happen. Well things happen with a reason. No doubt it hurts but still love is still in me.

Gonna take time forgeting about it.

If i could tell him ...."i told you love sucks right?"

hahahahahahaha

Should i tell you the reason we broke up?

Partially it's my fault.

Totally not his.

No doubt we argue everyday but i know cause we love each other.

Every now and then i will view his fb.

I DON'T DENY THAT!!!

I dunno why i did that fyi...

It's hard la....

I spend my time now mostly with frens!

Glad that work has taken up most of my time.

I hope his happy now?

Are you????

*miss mcdonald breakfast with him*

2010-02-20T00:45:00.006+08:00

I'm back with blogging! I'm still a nurse on a happier note. I'm still fat on the sad note. I'm still single....(happy or sad note?) Can't decide.

Work have been super stressful. Life have been super duper complicated. Things has change.

People always change! Nothing stays forever.

On a lighter note i'm done with Mr Q with was a hot story sometime ago.

On a heavy note i'm still finding for Mr Right!

I'm taking a slow mode.

What can i say more? Nothing change for me now.

I am what i am since last time.

Treasure friendship too much until didn't realise i was played out....

Sucks big time.

But still i never fail to be there for anyone.

Now I'm still trying to survive in SGH.

Patiently treating the old geri patient that sucks my blood.

I still love my job although the management sucks.

I'm glad having my famly as what they are.

My dad showing more interest on me.

Mom is still the same.

I'm still smiling althou some things hurts.

Last but not least I HAVE LOTS OF UNKNOWN NUMBER FROM GUYS! hahahahaha

2010-01-28T16:05:00.002+08:00

Come on people! Bring me out to exercise and MAKE ME SLIM DOWN!

I FOUND OUT THAT AM A BORING AND PLAIN GERL!

shit man!

2010-01-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

Trust me... Am having a hard time trying to get rid of the feeling of love. I'm afraid things will end up in the same thing again. Simply afraid i will happen again. Gosh.... Tell me new things about love. It's all about care, hate, problem, laughter, cry and sharing..... Gosh! I dunno la why!!! Arghhhhh.... Most all of the criteria... I always have cry in my relationship! Normal for you? But not for me.

2010-01-02T01:45:00.004+08:00

2009-12-25T02:43:00.002+08:00

Guess where am i Now? At work la sey as a floater again... Oh well it is the best job ever! It seems that the in charge( i mean the sister) knows that i love TO BE A FLOATER!

Anyway I had a great day last Wednesday! Shopping was great with Shiqa! Told shiqa that i wanna shop before going for karaoke, so she decided to accompany me! Oh well, can be said that i got all the thing that i want! I simply love evrything that i bought. Hangbag, wallet, jeans, hood and make up! Best to the max!

It's Christmas guys and in 1 week times it's new yr for the whole world. OMG! 2010 is reaching soon. And am going to be 21! How fast was that? What shall i ask for this time round? Can i have someone special as a surprise to come to my Birthday Party next yr?

OHYES! AM PLANNING FOR MY BDAE PARTY... ! BYE!

2009-12-11T03:03:00.003+08:00

time check: 3AM IN THE MORNING!

Hello Friday!

I was on night now as a floater again.

Chatted with Chuan Linn about bonus.

We decided to buy Ipod touch which cost about 200 bucks now.

And she wanna buy Black berry curve and I wanna buy Iphone!

Wooooohooo.

I have a long wish list for my christmas gift! hahaha

A gift for myself la duh!

Anyway talking about it, my ward station is having an exchange gift session.

Ask anything you want but within 20bucks budget.

I wan that 20 bucks as a gift!

Huhuhu!!!

I feel like farting the night!!

*i miss my neighbour out of a sudden. i miss our conversation and mcd!!!

will he remember me? hahjahahah crazy huda!*

2009-12-10T03:34:00.000+08:00

Time check: 3.30AM.
Every ones starts to do changing while me doing nothing except COMPUTER!
The feeling of floater sucks sia!!!!
Ngantok giler.
Just now i run here and there just to help people.
Dala ward panjang!
Penat sendiri aku! Siow!
Anyway i feel like asaping!
Gosh!
My baju got blood!!!!
dunno from whcih station patient.
Told azzah that i'm scared of something....
she laugh at me! Siow!
Bye! Sending pt to XRAY in the middle of the night.
(stupid uh doc nie!)

2009-12-09T18:00:00.002+08:00

Working night shift today.

Didn't have enough sleep last two days.

How to become floater like this? Aisey!

Best of all, My hp doesn't even make a noise!

Holly shit!

I hate the feeling of this.

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Bless me god!

2009-12-09T17:09:00.009+08:00

This Year Hari Raya Haji was absolute great.

We celebrate it in Kampong!

My family, Abg Ogy family and Along took the KTM to Tmpin straight!

Wak comel & Kak Mik took car and drive there.

We took the train at 11pm at night on Thursday Night and reach Tampin at 5am on Friday In the morning. Whereas the rest who drive there reach at 1am in the morning...

It was my first time taking the KTM!

Enjoy the pics!

Fyi: There were 300plus pics

from different cams.

The whole 20plus people at Kampong! Kecoh moment!

I was working on Thursday Morning so damn Sleepy and i sleep while waiting for the train to arrive! Super Ngantok!

Along and Naddy and Sleepy me with Naddy's FroggyAt one of the station. We just went down to snap a pics! A quick one!

Time Check: 11am! Its hari raya Haji and we all still haven't wake up!

The Kampong people has already come to visit! hahahahaha

This two kids really an entertainment for us....

We went to Aunt's plantation (kebun) with our Baju Kurung!

Plucking all the limau.....

See the limau?? Its my aunt's hard work and we jsut go there and PLUCK!!!!

In the Afternoon, we went to MYDIN.

a Shopping centre which open 24hours.

ala macam MUSTAFA gitu!

But the place is BORING.

i BUY NOTHING BUT chewing gums!

This is the interesting one! They sells COW HEAD JUST LIKE THAT!!!! YUCKS!

They sell it for 40 ringgit if am not wrong!

who the hell would buy?

This is the 2nd day pic.... At night my uncle make a

dinner for us and called most of the neighbour to come and eat.

The place become like a warong.

and got satay people too!

These boys! Makes me laugh! They come with kain pelekat and lifting up the

center part! You know what it means? hahahahaa

THEY HAD BEEN SUNAT!

HAHAHAHAHA

They still wanna come and EAT!

omg!

Singapore kids will never did this man!

These 'kampong kids' had fun playing bunga api at night!

Not just that!

tHEY play the MERCUN TOO!!!!!

My forth bro, Pidek and nephew!

They play with moms tudung! Cute kan???

The most precious thing there!

Lalat is like everywhere!

Aunt comel will help us to kill them with thes thing.....
I tried and only kill ONE OUT OF THOUSANDS OF THEM.

I hve no skills in it!

The third day and the last day for us!

Camwhore b4 going home!

This is the Barber shop next to uncle house!

Great place!

I spent most of my time in there reading my novel and sleep there too!

But not at night la.

If at night I'm sure something will pop out!

Whatever it is... We still survive in Kampong.

Despite of the mosquitoe bite, Dirty toilet, scary night, stray cats and manymore

we still enjoy every moment of it!

Especially me!!!!

Omg! You never know how fussy am i.

For me to live in Kampong was like a big thing okay?

I even walk tip toe in the toilet and Kitchen! Gosh!

But still IT REALLY MAKE MY DAY!!!!

i STILL WANNA GO THERE LA!

2009-12-08T18:31:00.004+08:00

Simply love this guys playing guitar...
Do you think they look like Singaporean??
But actually they're just MALAYSIAN!!
hahahahhaa
But good voice huh??

ENJOY!!!!!!!!!

Through the Trees (OST JENNIFER'S BODY)

The Reason (HOOBASTANK)

2009-12-04T17:10:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a bad day for me in the end.

i had my hair perm in the afternoon.

watch New moon at 5.45pm.

Yesterday night cry was heartaching.

Lucky two guy come to me and talk me sense.

able to laugh back!

I miss falling in love again!

Haizzzzz

bye

2009-12-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

Can u see me cry now?

I feel like running away from everything!

Things has gone worse.

I had my life

and all the things around me.

Things is not the way i want.

I HATE IT.

I want god to take my life now and forever.

Believe me.

I want everything to stop now.

I dun want to have anymore fight with my parents.

why this?

why that?

Why torture me?

Gosh! i cant stop crying....

Am crying in silence.

I've never been like this before.

Believe me!

i need your shoulder to cry on.

I so long need someone.

Ive never been a good one in their eyes.

NEVER!

I'VE NEVER HEARD THEM SAYING AM GOOD!

SHE HAS IT ALL!

WHY? GOD! TAKE ME AWAY... I HATE THE LIFE OF MINE.

2009-12-02T21:42:00.001+08:00

SORRY I DELETE YOU FROM MY LIST AND MY LIFE....

THINGS DOESN'T GO MY WAY OR YOUR WAY! AM SO FED UP WITH SOME OF YOUR FRENS SAYING ABOUT US.....

LUCKILY I D\NEVER FALL FOR YOU YET! GOOD WIERD GUY!

2009-12-02T21:41:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TAKMAU BUAT AKU IRRITATED BOLEY TAK??????????????????????????

DUN SUCK MY BLOOD LA!

BENDE DA HABIS KAN????

2009-12-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

I wonder he is in camp as he resume his camp life yesterday.

A limping boy back to work...? i still treat him as a young boy. Not as an adult.

Why? he is still pampered with everything la. Although sometimes i ignore his wants and needs, but i actually still care.

I wanted to text him but i restraint myself cos i know am not as important as last time. Do you know whom i'm talking about? Haizzzz....

I suddenly miss him but shall not tell him. i bet he wont read this too. he rarely and once in a blue moon will read my blog. so dun mind.

But i'm still glad that i'm still his featured friend in his FB.

Every now and then i will pop by his FB and check his status. To make sure his alright.

Everything about him makes me worry actually. I hope he choose the right one and happy always. I might be far but not that far... miss kau!

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Been working with Shiqa passed two days!

best to the max. She help me alot today.

Today was the busiest day.

Although she is in other room she pop by and help me!!!

WOOOOHOOOOO

SYG KAU LA GENG!

hahahaha

anyway...

hmmmm nothing la...

Bye

2009-11-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

I've always been the smiling girl whenever I'm with the love ones and friends. They didn't really know who am I. i think its time for me to find a new boyfriend who really is meant for me. god knows whats in my mind now. seeing some friends happy with their love ones makes me jealous. No doubt that i always date different men. Yes i admit that i always get to know different type of guys buti've never stick to one. WHY??? Because i can't make up my mind whenever the guys wants to be serious with me. I'll always compare them with my old guy. I dunno why but everytime i starts to compare, every guy will turn off for me. In the end they will be a reject specimen for me. Gosh... i dunno what am doing la ok? Dunno why this things always in my mind. I never fail to compare them. I can even write in a piece of paper and list down the good and bad about the particular guy am dating. Maybe i am choosy. True enough la. I dun deny about that. I just need one guy who simply make me fall in love with him w/o any doubt! Thats all.... That is what i hope for. I know it's hard and take a donkey years to meet one. But i will wait although i always have the urge to have bf. Goodbye people

2009-11-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

Addicted to his smile... Hmmmm

enjoy his companion of fetching me home.

Although for a short while.

Can't believe it You said something to me just now.

However am sorry cos friends are better at the moment.

I'm not lying the fact that u make me comfortable with you but the feeling of un safe is always with me.

How am i to accept everything?

Anyway do take care when am not around.

Make friends with other people Mr wierd man.

2009-11-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

Mr wierd guy suddenly fetch me and didn't talk much.
All the way to mrt he just smile at me.
Hmmmm
wierd guy.
Anyway sweet of him asking me whether i want supper or not...
Hhahahaha
Of course nope!
Working morning tmrrw how to supper tonight?
Anyway... he is still wierd!
Monday blues coming!

2009-11-22T10:07:00.002+08:00

That day everybody starts to be drunk.

Music and ciga was all over the place.

Me?

Sitting there like QOOQOO bird.

Hhahahaaha

The only i do was _light up the ash with light_(you know what i mean)

In my mind was, i wanna go home cos i work tmrrw!

But nobody is safe to send me home...!

Hhhahahahah!

The guys are drunk and i want no acident!

Anyway,

here comes a good soul to send me home.

He walk up to me and...

HIM:"You want to go home? It's late already."

ME: " Yup i wanna go home, But my frens are all not safe to bring me home."

HIM: "I send you home k? I have bike... hope you dun mind?"

ME: " Hmmmm i don't have a choice right?"

HIM: " Yup you do... CAR OR BIKE?"

ME: " Car? whose car?"

HIM: " Take Adi's key and we will have car! hahahahaha"

ME: "eHK? anyhOW only you...Take bike la."

HIM: " Bukit batok right?"

ME: "How you know?"

HIM: smile and walk away....

Bloody hell!

He know where i stay!

Hahahahaha

He even know i work as what!

So i was safe send home by him infact straight to my lift!

Hhahahahaa

Amazing sweet talker man.

LOL.

When i was at the party, he didn't even talked to me!

He just sat and observe people.

His eyes was every where! Gosh!

Then when i was about to go to sleep, Adi called asking where am i.

Adi: "ehk where are you? i wanna sent you home"

Me: " I'm home alr.... Your fren sent me home. That wierd guy sen me."

Adi: " Huh? Sent you? Aisey...he really make the move"

Me: " Move? what move?"

Adi: " He keep asking me about you. Ask got bf not? School or work? Stay where? He got ask your number?"
Me: " No la... No wonder la he know where i stay. Its okay la..i wanna sleep. bye"

Adi: " No? I guess he will ask me soon."

Me: " okay bye!"

15 MINS LATER, I GOT A MSG!!!

"Hey you asleep? just wanna say good night and happy working tomorrow. You make my day. sweet dream-ARI"

what the hack!

HE MSG ME!

Faster than i thought! Hhaahahah

Whatever...

Through that msg then i know his name is ARI.

hahahahahha

SIOW!

2009-11-22T09:47:00.002+08:00

Good morning Sunday!

I got the feeling for blogging today.

Something i've yet to do but unable to express the feeling.

Been in a up and down mood nowadays.

Sleeping and movie marathon was simply my activities when off day strike.

Sadly I only have 1 off day which is last friday.

But its okay...

Gonna leave sg soon...

I don't mind working hard now and enjoy life later.

Speaking of leaving sg...

I didn't regret making the decision.

Lucky my family support it and involve in preparing.

Now all of them are excited!

Hmmmmm

Wonder where i'm going?

I won;t tell till i'm back...

Anyway speaking about " i don't regret making the decision of leaving sg",

wanna know why?

The feeling of unwanted came back again in mind.

No more the old girl i am.

Gone for zero dating. I mean i go for dates la, but the date doesn;t look like a date

coz I'm always the first ones to say

"Hey, i wanna go home uh"

Hhahhahaah

I know i shouldn't do that, but nothing interest me about guys nowadays.

Yes i do look at guys but when getting to know them, it turns out to be.......... Boring!!!

What happen to me?

Nothing but love bores me now.

2009-11-07T04:31:00.002+08:00

Today my darling hafiz turn **th years old!
hahahaha
Shall not state the years coz he doesn;t fit to be one!
He is still a "small boboy" to me
Happy birthday my dear...
Aku love kau selalu although we criticise each other.
We will hae a proper date and celebration of your birthday soon k?
I hope you get well soon and and and.... found true love.
=)
Me and you seems to be cannot make it if we were to be a HUSBAND AND WIFE.
hahahahaha
Anyway sorry for today.
I cancel my meet up with him today.
Hmmmmm
Am so bad kan?
But what to do?
Do i have a choice when the ma'am is talking cock and fuck me upside down.
Haiiiiizzz
I still wish i'm 10 yrs old who knows nothing but SCHOOL and PLAY.
Anyway darling ku hafiz...
Simpan duit k?
For next yr Celebration!
LOVE KAU!

2009-11-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

Every now and then,

I'm starting to play with fire.

Love, family and job.

I'm taking the risk in certain things.

People may not know but doing this for my own good.

As a result it turn out to be good and bad.

Rarely use hp nowadays.

Used it just for mp3.

If u wan me to reply, do tell me it's urgent.

If not i will not bother.

Only certain people i will entertain...

Mostly family....

For some of you...sorry i wil make it up to you next time.

*I'm on emo mood nowadays*

2009-11-05T00:54:00.002+08:00

Am not a small kid anymore.

Stop treating me like one.

I earn a thousand per month, mind you.

I don't use your money to go out and chill.

Why treating me this way when I'm a good girl?

I'm proud to say that am still virgin.

Am not like some girls who go around fucking guys or drink and club!

Am not that kind!

Bare that in mind.

Am not the spoilt brat who does nothing at home.

I do housechores!

You should be lucky to have me!

I went to that smelly market often!

Tell me nowadays...which teenager will go market and follow mummy?

Damn stop treating me as if i still need your "susu chap gantung"

2009-11-02T00:36:00.003+08:00

Oh boy! I had a great evening at Yew Tee Point yesterday. So happy unil aku nak pengsan! hahahahaha.

Had alifa to teman me watch Ize Suliman! Omg! I can't believe that he recognise me la sey. He smile and wave at me once he saw me before he step on to the stage. Am going crazy soon.

Ize Suliman and Alifa

(fyi my hand was shaking when i took their pic so ifa have to take herself.

paiseh! he even notice it!)

Me and him!

My date of the day! Curhat day!

2009-10-30T23:20:00.001+08:00

GUESS WHAT???

I SHOPPING ALONE TODAY!

BEST PER AKU SHOP SORANG!

HAHAHAHAHA

w/o pple commenting, w/o pple saying "this is not nice for you", w/o pple saying "taktau"

Today for just 2 hrs i spend $150 on shopping!

My pay is going to finish!

Tmrrw is karaoke day!

KECOHRABLES...HERE WE GO!!!!!!

2009-10-29T13:46:00.001+08:00

Kenapa mesti org berubah?

Things are just so simple.

Kenape mesti panjangkan crite?

OMG pls la....

2009-10-28T14:27:00.002+08:00

My darling is now on recovery session.
He went for leg opt which i dunno what la kay...
hahahaha
(what a nurse i am)
Anyway he was given mc for 1 month.
And now he feel bored at home...
Kesian dier.
Hhehehehehe
and and and...
sometimes i'm like his mac-delivery man for his MCD.
=)
Part time job la...
Hhahahahaaha
And now he got part time lover....
(hahaha dun wan to talk about it)
-
Whatever it is...
i heart him always!

2009-10-28T14:10:00.005+08:00

The day when we suddenly miss each other and decided to go for bowling and lepak session!

LOVE THE DAY!

2009-10-27T22:58:00.006+08:00

2009-10-27T22:24:00.002+08:00

2009-10-26T10:29:00.003+08:00

It's been ages since i update this blog kan? Oh well work has been a great mess to me.

But the best job I ever done.

Lack of rest but i don't mind at all.

night shift seems to be ok for me....

No jinx at all.

Hhahaahahaha

Not like some friends of mine la kan...

Making lotsa friends and the most best thing is that me and my working mates has new HOBBY!

gUESS WHAT IS IT?

FISHING LA SEY!

hAAHAHAAH

Best part is we always fish and we get lotsa fish! =)

I love every moment with my friends.

Getting along well with all my working mate of the whole ward.

Started smiling and disturbing everyone already.

I love my ward la.

Despite all the nagging i get. Don't have plan for transfering to other ward.

Shiqa and me has always been together for partner in crime!

We can even go arcade together.

oNLY THE TWO OF US! MIND THAT IN MIND.

Next i would like to update is about SHAHRUL.

Nowadays his trying to be nice aftera great arguement of me and him last month.

Last month his trying so hard to someone special in me but it doesn't work for me.

I can't let him eneter cause of certain reason.

Told him straight in him face and he said i gave him false hope.

WHAT THE HACK?

I'VE NEVER DONE THAT.

AND WE HAD A GREAT FIGHTING SCENE AT BUGIS THAT DAY.

(good for filming tau)

hahahahah

but luckily i had to go to work so my mind is not in the problem.

Now he came back with a new thing.

Without his goatee!

hahahaha

kecoh la nie mamat.

How i wish i have his pic.

Anyway he said he wants to be just friend with me ....

so okay lor...

Let's just see if he create MORE MORE problem for me.

2009-10-25T22:06:00.001+08:00

Heylooooooooooooooooooooooo

Bestie nana and me planning for photoshoot in SINGAPORE!!!!

Sooooonnn!!

This Saturday la sey....

Dunno what to wear....

OMG!

SAY HELLO TO MY ANNUAL LEAVE BAYBEY!

2009-09-20T15:10:00.002+08:00

Selamat hari raya kawan2!!!

I'm finally off for three days.

Sunday to Tuesday.

WOW!

After 10 days of working am finally off.

Anyway maaf zahir batin buat semua.

Maafkanlah kalau ade terkasar bahase dan terngumpat didalam blog aku nie.

Kadang aku pon main lepas ckp je kan?

LOL

_tau pon ehK?_

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First day raya seek forgiveness...

Sedih nak mampos.

BERDERAI AIRMATA AKU NIE.

hAIIIZZZZ....

abah said something that make us cry..

sedih tak terhingga.

now.... 3pm and we are still lepaking at home.

Ade la hamba allah nie tdo den yg lain sume tdo...

hahahaha

maybe malam aru jalan raya.

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Semalam aku keje ptg!

Gerek giler uh...

Lepas tu g geylang ngn baju keje and bag pack aku yg besar giler!

AISEYBEDAH!

Panas nak mampos!

Org giler mcm aku je p geylang ngn aju keje...

hahahahahaha

Ribot org2 nie sume pat geylang....

Anyway alhamdullilah its another year i celebrate with Hafiz...

I hope we have more to come...

Bye!

2009-09-10T21:03:00.002+08:00

I've never thought that i will meet you again.

Worst still we met when i'm working!

Surprise? I was damn shock until i forget your name!

SHAHRUL.

aIseybedah....

You just stare at me at times w/o saying anything!

In my heart, i thought you would not recognise me cause i'm wearing the MASK.

It looks like i'm wrong.

You knew it was me thru my laughter.

Damn, i misjudge you.

For 8 hours you just look at how i work, my patient TLC and how i treat your "patient".

I can sense that you're looking at me everywhere i go.

I saw u smile and laugh when i disturb my demented pt.

Your smile makes me fall.

It's been years seen i last saw it.

You look good in your blue uniform.

Hot but charming indeed.

At three when you going to change shift, i was very happy.

Why? because no more eyes will look at me.

At 5pm when i'm otw home,

I gt a msg from an unknown number.

"I KNOW IT WAS YOU, NURULHUDA ABDULLAH. WHY? WHY MUST YOU ACT AS IF WE'RE STRANGERS? I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU TO SAY HI"

Gosh! That msg makes me want to faint.

HE REMEMBER MY NUMBER!

HE REMEMBER MY NAME!

die!!!!*faint*

2009-09-08T20:54:00.001+08:00

Someday I hate that i'm working as a Healthcare in Hospital.

Someday I feel proud of my work.

Someday I feel that I more shitty things than vigilent work.

Someday I feel as though I'm a maid of the SGH.

Someday I feel as if I'm paid to Lie to some people.

Sometime it's a white lie or black also i dunno.

Nowadays I feel wierd in myself.

I'm taking this up because of my mom wants it or it's just me who want to achieve it?

I going to work with a heavy heart sometime.

Dragging my foot to 'Hell' ward and deal with nonsense nag by "kakak'.

Do i deserve those thing or it is my juke box for everyday?

Even if i complaint to some people also, they won't understand.

They will just say, "IT'S PART OF WORK"

I keep asking my heart to stop thinking negatively but hell no.

Everything is a mix up.

Believe me or not, i'm taking taxi almost everyday.

Sometime from SGH to BB, SGH to Outram Mrt, BB to clementi.

Just name it, I've done it.

I'm almos broke now.

Thanks to my heart.

2009-08-20T15:02:00.002+08:00

LOVE LIFE OR it's just a FLING??

The Signs

1. He says "Maybe" a lot.

When you're with your guy, he's psyched to hang out(and make out), so it feels like you're on the same page about being in a relationship, But if he gives you wishy-washy answers whenever you bring up about the futureplans (like go to concert in two months), he doesn't see it as a long term thing.

2. You Haven't Meet His Bestfriend.

Quick check: the last time your guy met up his friends or family, did he ask you along? A guy who is commited to you will want to incorporate you into his life as mush as possible, so he'll want you to get to know everyone in it.

3.There's No Proof.

If random friend looked at your Facebook, would she be able to tell you're dating someone? It's a good sign if your guy post pictures of you together and writes on your wall.That's mean he's not afraid to make your relationship public and sees it as more than a passing thing. A guy who's after quick fun won't want the world to see a record of it.

4. He Always Want A Make Out.

Is your guy cool with you coming over to play Wii and not hook up? If all he wants to do is kiss, it means doesn't really sees you as more than a make out partner. And no matter how much fun that is, there's more to real relatinship than physical attraction.

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Kadang-kadang Allah Sembunyikan Matahari,

Dia Datangkan Petir Dan Kilat,

Kita Tertanya-tanya Kemana Hilangnya Matahari,

Rupa-rupanya Allah Memberi Kita Pelangi.

2009-08-18T23:45:00.002+08:00

Am going on night real soon.

Haiz...

I wonder how am i to sahur alone at the tearoom.

Anyway...

Shiqa! Jgn rindu aku tau! LOL...

bila la aku nak keje ngn kau n pinky lagi ehk?

Hahahahaa

Gossip memanjang!

Kalau takde pinky on kiye ley hidop dgn ketawe!

Mampos uh kite nie kan?

Anyway...dun worry...your night will come!

Aku harap kite dpt night together!

MESTI GEREKZ!

But actually the three of us can't work together.

Confirm bertiga memanjang BUT keje kite habis kan?

Wokay, back to me....

i miss most of my frens.

But somehow i didn't look up for them.

Cause due to tiredness.

I didn't even have the strength to msg.

Hhahahahaa

Most of my frens are saying me action nowadays.

Haiya.

Too bad la...

Am not a good fren what?

Hhahahahah

Entahlah...

Penat.

MALAS NAK PK KAN ORG BILE ORG TAK PK KAN AKU.

2009-08-18T13:39:00.002+08:00

Binget giler!

Someone in my sec school fren add hafiz in FB.

Not just that la sey...

she even chatted with Hafiz in FB ehk?

Giler per?

Ngan aku kau tak nak chat, tapi ngn hafiz kau nak chat?

Bullshit ehk kau?

Kau nak aku add matair kau?
Sial nye pompan...

the conversation goes somthing like this....
This girl: Hi
Hafiz: Hi..you're?
This girl: Your gf fren.
Hafiz: ok....

and lots more...

Bla bla bla...

Hello? Get a life wokay?

Bukan tak boley kau add dier tapi masalah nye,

kau add dier and kau chat ngn dier...

Aku online pon kau tak pernah chat ngn aku.

Otak takdakah?

2009-08-18T00:41:00.003+08:00

Chatted with love yesterday on the phone.

I miss him la siak!

It's been so long since we talk crap.

Puasa coming soon and that means Hari Raya is coming.

He is planning to wear HOT PINK la siak!

Mane aku nak cari HOT PINK?

Aiyoyoyo....

He plan to buy this wednesday since am off on tuesday and wednesday.

Gasak la sayangku.

I don't mind any colour.

But i guess he will buy first cos my pay is damn f(^$king slow to come.

Anyway did you read my previous post about how sad am i with him?

I was serious shock to see him tag in my tagboard.

He read it!

hahahaahahhaah

Paisey2.

Usually he won't read, cause he say he no time.

Hhahahahaha

Mampos!

Anyway...he said sorry for not realizing it.

Haiz.... sometime life is so nice but shit in the other side.

Going on night!

Bye people!

2009-08-16T09:53:00.000+08:00

It's a day full of laughter for me and the rest of our family.

My family invited them to my bro's belated birthday party last Saturday!

It was blast.

Meeting them as we seldom meet each other.

Busybody makcik2 asking me about love and work.

Haiya! No money to kahwin la! hahahahaha

Anyway... happy birthay to my bro.

Hope you'll always be my bro!

Random!

The nutella cake! YUMS!

md aqiil NazHMIi and Mum!

Kids smiles is always the best!

EXCITED MARNY!

me too!!!!!!!!! Super duper awesome!

2009-08-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

Ash! can you be my bf? hahahaha I LOVE His Romantic voice!

When to watch anugerah final that day!

Went to support wawan!

hahahahaha

mcm paham.

Lots of pic but lazy la to upload.

All in the FB je.

Anyway thank you alifa! Miss you!

2009-08-10T20:26:00.001+08:00

I'm off for three day! Yesh ya!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm loving it!

But i'm going on night!

I'm the first one to go on night!

Baik per??

Haizzzz

Bye people

2009-08-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

I'm dissappointed with him.

Even if i say i don't like what he do, will he accept?

Will he do what i say?

Will he stop what's doing?

I doubt so.

I myself doubt in our "r/s".

I need him to prove to me that he is no more of "that kind" of man.

Please show me, WILL YOU?

Oh well, i don't thing it's gonna happen.

I didn't tell you directly that I dun like what u did but do you ever know my heart breaks to hear you do "that thing".

I maybe encouraging you to do thing you love but somehow do you see in my eyes what i'm trying to say?

I don't think so you do.

Why do i have to be in your life?

Do you think it's fair for me and my heart?

2009-08-08T03:08:00.000+08:00

Talk to love just now at 2am.
We miss each other.
Everyday in my heart, i wish he change to be a better man.
I know what he did behind me,
What can i say?
"It's okay" or "I hate it"
I wish that he will think for the future.
He didn't notice that he hurt me at the same time.
WHY?

2009-08-05T23:18:00.002+08:00

I'm here to nag about work.

I'm tired attending to relatives who actually expect things to be done asap.

Gosh!

Pls ehk?

I've just change his mom diaper 2hrs ago and now u come and scream at us saying that we mistreat your mom?

Stupid or what?

If i want to mistreat ur mom, we can just beat up ur mom ok?

So what if ur mom having diarheoa! I've been changing her diaper 4times in one morning bloody shift and now u come complaining about it?

F***ER!

Hello! This is C CLASS!!

And now u say you want to upgrade to B1?

WHY NOT FROM THE START TO GO B1?

Hey! Listen here drunkard man! STUPID PEOPLE DO STUPID THING.

Say hello to hell la!

Even my sister in-charge lazy to layan him!

Shout at the top of his voice with people staring at you!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Shame on you!

___________________________

When this thing happen I walk away from the cubicle.

I can't attend people shouting at nurses!

Sorry ehk?

I dun work for this kind of ass people.

I work for TLC AND FOR GOV!

2009-07-31T21:57:00.000+08:00

I met Nana and Lily today!

Happy giler!!! To the max and to the extent we GOSSIP!

Rabak2!

Asap-ing till we "die" (hahahahaha)

We become so the 'pakcik2' kedai kopi... cos we lepak at ALIFF GOMBAK!

Wah....i tell you i really miss the AH crew....

geng! kite kene lepak selalu siol!!!

Two months once pon jadi per?

Fana! U owe us! hahahahaha

Miss you all!

2009-07-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

000OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH! Did anyone miss me?

of course no la kan?? I dun care! I want you guys to miss me cos I'm the most cutest girl ever! opppps!

Anyway new post new story! A date with the neighbour, Hafiz. Promised him for a treat to the Seoul Garden. So we did. We had movie for free first cos my fren is working there, ILUMA. Watch Murderer. Chinese story. The Sad thing is it ends with a BAD BAD BAD storyline. Sedih! Lucky thing it's free lor! So we had ice cream in ILUMA itself. You guys should try it!!!!! Best to the max la the ice cream!!

So there we're in the Seoul Garden at Bugis!!! He simply excited cos his first time! hahahaha

Jakon kan??? (-_-) tak perlu....

Seriously cooking is my passion dok!!! Where to get a person like me?? (^_^)

Cute? Yesh! I love his company although he criticise me lots!

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With his camp mate and outside fren...(the red shirt guy is DAMN HOT)

That's wilson!

When wilson hug me this time, Hafiz say he abit jealous cos he say we look good together! hahaha

Our burok face! Oh not him! But me!
Last two week we went Sentosa at Night. It's Wilson's Bdae Party.

So we were caught in the rain while otw to the Coasta Sand Chalet, Sentosa.

Luckily i brought along my jacket. Was freaking tired that day and sumore Morning shift on the next day!

Reach there around 8plus. Chitchat and get to know hafiz campmate... They're nice indeed althoughh i feel wierd with all chinese in front of me!

But but!!!! I WASH EYE DOK!!!!!!

HOT! PANAS! and EYECANDY!

Hafiz bising and keep saying aku gatal!

Ler? aku gatal ke dier yg gatal???

My fault uh??? =p

So the rain didn't stop until 10.30pm.

So i called taxi to fetch us!

Reach hm at 11pm!

Luckily we stay near... shared taxi and I LOVE MY DAY!!!!!!!

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Working has been a great experience.

Great cliques and also great patient.

I'm not complaining but somehow i need someone to pamper me!

Course my TLC is too much for patient until no time for me!

LOL

I miss my family time!!!!

So sad....

No longer dinner with family!

Too busy with sleep and work.

Eat? Of course la....

I can't resist!

Oh anyway to my gang giler and gang kecoh...

ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW I MISS U GUYS.!

2009-07-25T22:40:00.001+08:00

Guess who is that? It's my sister Favourite singer! harharhar....
Celebrating his 27th Birthday... OMG! da tua giler sak.
Bayangkan dier jadi abg ipar aku? SIAL UH! AKU JEMPUT SUME KWN2 AKU LA SEY!!!
AKU MINTAK si Didi nie credit card! ahahahahha Mampos... !(angan2 mesti mau lebih geng)

Oh anyway... that's the wand of the day. They gave him the Wand and Crown to be the king of that night.

Me, Sister and The "president" of DIDIFIER..(FYI.. am not in the club)

Am "happyily" waiting for the late king. so he came late dunno why la... Am just being a kaypo freak there! hahahaha (you know i know la kan??)

So he sat beside me not i sat beside him ok??? hahahahaha so the tak perlu...

Anyway i look bad in that pic kan? cos i dun care and dun bother to maintain "sweet" on front of him... (^_^ kening naik2)

That's it! Tak ley lebih2. BYE!!

2009-07-22T18:35:00.001+08:00

EHK BLOG DA ROSAK EHK?? IRRITATING NYE!

2009-07-18T03:24:00.002+08:00

Awhile ago, i can't sleep. I suddenly remembered someone telling me to drink hot milo if I can't sleep. So I make a hot milo just nw and now i'm sleepy.

What he said was true. It works for me. I miss that someone. I know that someone no longer live. Aku berdoa agar tUhan mempertemukan aku dengan seseorang sepertinya. Amin. I may not met him once, but i fell for hIM So much. Internet, sms and calls makes us connect although that someone is in jakarta. For goodness sake i miss hIM. i May be foolish but i don mind what people say. that someone was sick when we get to know. We knOw that our love wont go far, but we were too naive to love each other.
Now i miss him badly.

Idraki aryan won't u come back?

2009-07-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

CAN I CURSE UR RELATIONSHIP OF YOU AND UR BF??

OH NO? CANNOT UH?

BUT I STILL WANT LE....

FUCKER!I DUN CARE LA!

I SERIOUSL FEEL IRRITATED WITH UR PICS AND ALL....

THIS IS NOT JEALOUS BUT THIS IS CALLED CAN'T STAND PEOPLE LIKE THIS...

EGO!

*pls la ehk? if not because of _ _, everything won't happen.

You guys are still new... yet so ego.

EHK! NOT EVEN _ _ _ YR....

i'm being a bitch? so what? YOU'RE NOT MY FAMILY.
I CAN'T CURSE MY FAMILY BUT I CAN CURSE MY FRENS.
even if i'm your fren, you wouldn't have doubt on me.

2009-07-09T10:12:00.002+08:00

hey hey hello! Miss me? haahhahaa...been busy thru out the week.

oday am wrking afternoon after two days off...

now i shall update my days with love!

Accompany favourite boy last fri for swimming.

He is really excited to get tanned. Dunno why.

After that when to Marina Square for makan time!

Ate and shopping.

As usual he will shop rather than me.

Well then later that night we went to Singapore Flyer to have a nice chat and camwhoring session. Had our couple tee on! Love The day with him la.

He also gave me an escada perfume that night!

I love perfume! He said i'm happy when i'm wih you...*roll eyes*

hahhahahahaha

2009-07-09T09:46:00.003+08:00

I miss these little boy forever! Off day that day, i bring my siblings to meet him!

We love him...

He is so much clever nowadays!

LOVE YA!

2009-07-04T22:59:00.002+08:00

NAMPAK SGT BLOG AKU ROSAK!
I CANT UPLOAD PICTURES!
IRRITATING SIA!!
BULLSHIT!

2009-06-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

WOKAY...

I'm bored with my life already...

Bye MJ.

2009-06-24T22:28:00.003+08:00

IF I WERE YOU I WILL THROW MYSELF IN A HOT BOILING WATER AND GET SCALDED SO THAT PEOPLE WON'T RECOGNISE YOU, IRRITATING BITCH!

MOTHER FOOOCKER!

mati tak nak! susah kan aku je!

Ibai uh...

Dodo!

2009-06-21T21:19:00.002+08:00

This post especially i dedicate to FEZZAH.

hAPPY bIRthdaY tO yOU dARLING... mAY U ALways smile and always be happy with the love ones...

Am so missing the school days.

Am missing everyone!

LOVE YOU FEZZAH!

and!!!!!

may you and mr sharp jaws be always together sehingga jinjang pelamin! hahahahaha

Insyaallah!

2009-06-21T13:46:00.003+08:00

I feel like sheesha-ing again...

Gosh...

The Cravings for Slice Fish Soup and Sheesha is too the MAXIMUM HEIGHT!

Help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

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Happy father's day Abah!

The Boys went for fishing while

the girls stay home and do housechores...

Bye

2009-06-20T16:36:00.004+08:00

It's day of for me on Saturday and Sunday.

No plan yet!

Oh wait! Did i say about plan?

Actually I do have plan...

But due to my sickness i opt out from it... cause i worry that people will

stare at me and think I 'm having H1N1 due to the coughing!

Gosh... how pathetic Singapore can be?

Whatever... i can stay home and be a computer nerd while the rest of my

friends are working in HELL OF 63C.

Having RD & DO on Saturday and Sunday is Awesome.

It's only that I don't have a date.

Hhahaahaha

Talking about work,

working life has been great with my staff.

They suck my blood and irritating guys always talking about 'erection' and 'fuck'.

Boys are boys.

Not forgetting the irritating bastard Mr Step Cool.

Shiqa and me always gossip about him and the Mr Step Macho.

Mr step macho is my PRECEPTOR siak.

Haiyoo... can die.

But the best thing is ... my roster is not the same as his.

Howver Mine is same with mr step cool!

So the tak perlu!

Wearing surgical mask at work is so annoying.

Mr and Mrs Pimple has been happily showing their true colours on my face.

Mom have been nagging about money on me.

But the most unacceptable part is when she talk about marriage.

Whatever for?

Macam la kau da umpe bakal menantu kau!

hahahahaha

Touch wood... i dun want to be tied so soon.

am leading a good life now.

As long my family is by my side...everything is fruitful.

Oh advance congratulations to my fren Hanisah(AH CREW) for your engagement tomorrow.

Hope it will last long and happy always.

Your big day has arrive...

Take care girl.

2009-06-19T22:03:00.002+08:00

My jiranku sayang gone for shopping spree in KL!

Suke la tu!

Mesti dier tak belikan aku ANYTHING!

CONFirm!

100% la siak!

hahahahahaha

He called me from KL.

Asking me how am i?

Sweet la tu kau kan?

Sayang jugak kau ngn aku!

Anyway get back soon cuase I MISS YOU IDIOT!

2009-06-14T23:02:00.007+08:00

Last friday my siblings had gone for holidays with my uncles and aunty to Tampin.

They Convoy with 3 cars there and leave spore at 10pm. Me and Marni left in Spore with my parents. Due to working schedule we can't go. When i sent them down under my block, i feel like crying. I called hafiz and says that i'm worried Bout them. I dunno why i have that thought. Hafiz console me and said nothing will happen. So they Reach Tampin at 3am in the morning. They called and said they had a fun time there in kampong. they plan togo for Famosa for swimming on saturday after going to the farm.

At three am they reach my uncle's kampong. My aunty in the pink night dress was the owner of the house. She is busy with durian.

This is on Saturday MORNING. At my uncle's own barber shop. This is the waiting area. I miss my pidek la...

My sis and along was there playing with the equip. FUNNY SIA

Them at the farm. See my uncle sham? He went kebuN with just the kain! Wth!

Guess what happen on that saturday after the Farm thingy?? They met with accident. A motorbike crash onto my uncle's car on the passerger side. He bang on to the window and hurt my cousin sister (in white). the three of them was so shock and cry. And later found out that my cousin sister was bleeding. Nose bleed.

Saw that indian man in helmet? He is the rider. A stupid teenager who blindly ride the bike. His hand fractured and was warded. Luckily my cousin sister was alright. Her nose and lips was hurt due to the splash of broken glasses.

My uncle malik's car (marni's dad)

So they cancelled their plan to Famosa and spent time at the kampong instead. Still they had fun and enjoy everything there. Alhamdullilah everything and everyone was fine. they said they had a bad time at the hospital. Just imagine the nurses said

" Sorry the doctor is off today"
"The phamarcy is close"

"The x-ray department is also close"

WTH! what hospital is that?

mIGHT AS WELL CLOSE!

That's my uncle barber shop! Cute kan? It's just next to his house!

They are all home now. Busy chit chatting about the memories and accident. Everyone is so eager to talk about it. I knew i miss the chance but NVM as long as everyone is fine, i'm fine too!

wORKING AFTERNOON TMROW!

yEAY!

2009-06-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY BF VERY2 MUCH!

AM GONNA MISS YOU WHEN YOU GO M'SIA...!

2009-06-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

Apa salah satu masalah dalam kehidupan seseorang itu?

Pada aku, masalahnya cuma satu.

Tiada Penghargaan.

Penghargaan apa?

Penghargaan terhadap apa yg berlaku setiap waktu.

Sebagai contoh, Keluarga.

Kalau ibu tak melahirkan kita, tak mungkin kita kenal

apa erti cinta, kasih dan sayang.

Tak mungkin kita tahu apa tu Friendster, Tagged dan facebook.

Tak mungkin kita sekolah dan mencapai impian kita sebagai manusia.

Tetapi bila kita mengenali sesuatu atau seseorang baru yang jauh lebih baik dari keluarga,

kita akan alpa dari kepentingan keluarga.

Apa ada dengan cinta?

Memang betul cinta tu penting.

Tetapi bila cinta tu da tak ada, cari siapa selain kawan?

Penghargaan Yang Kedua.

Penghargaan terhadap kehidupan yang di beri.

Susah sangat ke nak menghargai diri dan maruah sendiri?

Kenapa makan makanan halal bila diri sendiri tak halal?

Tak faham?

Kenapa ikut peraturan orang islam dalam hal makan bila diri sendir berzina?

Melakukan keintiman bila diri sendiri belum bergelar suami isteri?

Bahagian mana tak paham atau perlu dilahirkan sekali lagi untuk mengerti?

Kenapa sibuk menceritakan hal orang bila diri sendiri tak sempurna?

*NOT MEANT FOR ANYONE.a THOUGHT THAT SUDDENLY COME BY*

2009-06-09T22:01:00.005+08:00

FIRST TIME IN SEOUL GARDEN!

hahahaha

So we had our dinner after our HR talk at Bukit Merah.

i HAD A BLAST DAY.

Was amaze with the cooking style.

LOTSA MEEEAAAATTTT!

hHAHAHAHAHA

Our table is like a havoc.

Hazwan did most of the cooking for me...

Hahahahaa

Aku TUKANG MAKAN!

I love my days.

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Start work officiall today!

i FEEL LIKE CHOPPING OF MY LEG.

My cubicle is super duper busy.

Thanks to my SN SAIFUL for help.

Thank ehk bang?

hhhahahaa

Anyway...I HATE MY PRECEPTOR.

2009-06-08T00:56:00.002+08:00

Last week event.

SUNDAY.

Taufiq birthday at Pasir Ris.

2009-06-03T23:57:00.004+08:00

Farewell To Nabil Fikri.
Had a small gathering at Gombak Air Pasang.
We met this time cause nabil is going for NS!
YEAH! the only torn among the roses.
THE ONLY BIBA AMONG THE APES.
Haiz...Kecohrablez will be odd without this one guys.
I just hope you will never forget us.
(kAU LUPE LAIN TAKPE, TAPI BUKAN AKU! hahahaha)

fAD, fATIN, Fifa, alifa and me...dayah can't come if not we're full force.

Atinton with AIM!

mE EATING ROJAK.

aLIFA with her chicken!

Mr hot pants behind alifa! Woooooo!

This girl is busy with school now! See u soon in sgh! Muackkkzzz

The six of us had fun catching up with each other.

The kedai kopi was a little havoc.

Even the uncle who collects tin also kene disturb.

Tak bersalah sak org tua tu! hahahahahaha
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To my cousin marni,

Wah da ade boi sey!

At last!

Abes uh...matair tgl dekat!

Tu lah...kacau aku lagi!

Hhahahahahaa

Anyway congrats to u.

I miss you la beb.

Things have been busy.

SUSAH nak umpe or chat.

We shall lepak soon if can.

Muaccckkzz

2009-06-02T01:23:00.002+08:00

UPDATEZZZZ!

Heeeerrreee it goes.

First of all....

I got Ward 63. C class.

Don't mind cause In a.H i'M immUNE to iT.

8 BEDDED.

mY KREWZ is with me.

Shiqa, Nadiah, Hazwan and One more Shikin(SUMPAH idk Her)

D other Krewz Is seprated.

FYI fADhilah Got INtO OT!

Cool huh?

I also want...

Watever.

Tomorrow Going to ward.

For half day then off to Bestway building for Venepuncture.

AN? VENEPUNCTURE?

shit la...

BLOOOD!!!!!!!!!

Anyway update about my weekends?

IT WAS FULL OF AWESOME.

I met my darling neighbour.

AT LAST WE GET TO HUG AND HOLD HANDS.

It has been months!

Bedek sey... hahahaha

I bring darling to taufiq's bdae party at PASIR RIS.

thanz darl for the company although you're tired.

You're sweet at least!

Hhahahahaha

He said that he is not romantic.

I agreed to a small extend.

Hhahahha

Sometimes you're sweet.

Whatever...stop all the mushy2.

Back home by 12 PLUS on saturday.

Sunday wake up at 11am.

Went out for BBq session wuth ex of 5A.

Had a blast gathering!

Fun and exciting.

Most off the guys going NS.

except for some 'KENTAL' who is still schooling.

Had fun camwhoring with Sabri.

Been great with you whole day, IDIOT.

hahahahaa

Back home by 11pm SHARP!

LET ME TELL YOU...

FOR THIS TWO DAYS, I FEEL LIKE CHOPPING MY LEG OFF AND HANG OVER MY SHOULDER.

Tired to the max.

Today in class, i was dozing off for almost two hours!

Gosh!

To md arif, am sorry for the mistakes.

To ruzainah, best of luck...try to BODEK2 julita!

To fifa, Best of luck in nkf.

To Nabil, STop gatal2 and prepare for NS quick! IMY la!

2009-05-27T17:34:00.002+08:00

Taken MC for today.

Why?

Because my secondary school friend has passed away.

It's unbelieveable.

NOORHARFIRAH ABDUL RAHMAN, aku miss kau!

Three years tak umpe ever since we graduate,

now i met you when your eyes are closed forever.

Girl, why must you go when you're only 20?

This is all because of motor bike accident.

You had a wonderful bike, but that was the last moment.

I have lost 3 friends including these due to motor!

Ya allah....

How short life is...

Went to her house. This two kids of her anak sedare was playing around.

Wonder if both of them knows about her.

Ya allah. Firah.... all your friends loves you.

But TUhan lebih menyayangimu.

*BAYANGKAN BAGAIMANA PERASAAN MAK DIER?

MAK DIER PENGSAN BYK KALI.

Semoga roh mu dirahmati.

Kau akan selalu dlm ingatan.

AMIN.

*Arif, please please please take care of yourself. =(

2009-05-26T00:33:00.003+08:00

Hey...

It has been long....since i've blog about my life!

Very busy with work and games!

hahahahaha

My life at sgh??

Great with all my gossip partners.

First few days was awesome cause Nabil was always with me,

crack stupid jokes, eat and sleep.

But then he did not come again.

He come back next two years!

Haizzzz

SEDIH TAU AKU!

affected giler babi biler dier takde...

Oh well, only for a moment.

Start to make frens with my new girls.

Aisyah and nadiah.

Gossip maha gossip!

Including Fadhilah...

NOT FORGETING SHIQA AND AIN...

Laugh and laugh....

This bunch of people in my group

forever 2hrly feeding!

WHY NOT?

We have to listen to lecture from 8am to 4.30pm!

Can cry ah i tell you...

Meleleh!

That's why the food makes us divert our stress!

Hhahahaha

After feeding we will always go for lala land!

Hhahahaha

Go to Tidur la!

Sumpah weight aku naik...

Penat tau makan but can't reject...

That's all for work.

Will be going to ward 8 June.
-

*Terima kasih to Mr q for the present.

Random sak kau kasi Present.

I appreciate it much much.

But next time buy for your gf k?

Thanks a zillion for the motivation too.

*Special thanks to my beloved jiran block sebelah for calling me and say " IMISSYOU. I JUST WANNA CONCENTRATE IN YOU"

-you make me smile-

2009-05-17T03:43:00.004+08:00

I'M SO PISSED OF! AM SO MAD WITH PEOPLE PRIVATE2 BLOG SIAK!
KLAU ADE BLOG ONLINE BUAT APE PRIVATE GONJOL!!!!!!!!!!!
BIG THING UH???
CUT THE CRAP LA!
-
MR Q!
STOP ALL UR NONSENSE LA!
-
MENGAMOK SAK AKU!
F*****************K

2009-05-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

Met Marni for bowling.

Release stress before both of us back to Hospital.

Bowling?

Crap as usual!

Kite mcm budak baru blaja.

Tapi mzdimple dpt strike 4 times tak silap.

Aku?Satu je!

Merepek uh aku nie!

hahahahaha

Had dinner, gossip time with her too...

We kept complaining about guys nowadays!

hahahaha

biase la kate sedare?

Chao!

2009-05-14T00:14:00.004+08:00

Since Monday till today,

i've never been out meeting my frens

except nabil and hafiz yesterday.

Since Monday till Today,

I've never ask mom for money.

Good huh?

Penat la...

furthermore i really have to

save money.

Monday start working.

For one month i have to rely on mom

for my allowance.

Everything is DAMN DAMN EXPENSIVE!

sIAL kan??

Makan pon mahal.

Transport? Jgn dikate!

Mengerikan!

This friday Omar ask me out.

Tak tau nak kua ke tak?

Sundar hafiz nak shopping,

Tak tau nak ikot ke tak?

SUSAH LA HIDOP NIE.

i guess nabil now sibok dgn

"boys over flowers"

I guess fifa pon da seronok ngn

drama 'MYSOJU' yg lain!

Aku?

HANA KIMI taiwan version!!!!!

WOW!

best per cerita korea2 nie!

2009-05-12T23:27:00.004+08:00

Today wake up at 1.30pm! Fuh lambat kan?

Ngantok geng.

Watch Tv den tibe2 'NGANDONG' plak!

Kalau da ngndong maknenye menGidamKan?

So mengidam MCD!

woooooooo

Msg la syg aku tu....

"darling, aku nak mcspicy uh!"

So darling pon reply at 3.30pm.

" I finish at 4pm. We shall go MCD!"

fuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aku ape lagi? Siap lerrr!

Ampai je B.B interchange terumpe Nabil

So bawak la nabil skali.

Sekali sekale lepak.

Darling aku mcm biase...

BELANJE!

Sayang jugak kat aku!

Hhahahaahaha

After makan, jalan2.

Hafiz shopping....

After shopping, kite tiga jalan balek.

Maklom la dekat jugak uma kite.

AND AND AND!

Sempat kite bilang nabil pasal idea khawin kite!

Wah...

Bukan main lagi kan?

In msn today, he gave me his old2 photo!

Nak tgk?

Forever ngn BAND!Can You Spot him??

In secondary LIFE.

2009-05-10T22:57:00.004+08:00

Thank you nana for the fruitful day at your Tropica Condo!

Best giler with you around and also nina!

The tour guide thing was fun.

It's my first time masok CONDO geng!

Jakon dol!That is nina and nana. Nina is third sister. Nana is Youngest.
Me with my nephew and pidek.

Baby in Cute giler! Pandai Makan macam aku!

Lasr pic of the day. With didi's mom!

Thank you cik siti!

Rumah nye lawa sekali! hahahahahaa

*nana and nina is didi's sister.

i didn't even talk to didi.

NANA YOU ROCK!!

2009-05-10T00:48:00.004+08:00

This is the event that I told you guys.

From 2pm till 5.30pm

Lame giler!

But was fun la cause the host, AB SHEIKH was hilarious!

Funny!

Sis And Mom

Us with Ismail Haron, Elly Mazlin & Didi

Saw the cupcakes? POWER TO THE MAX!!

I ate the dishes most of the time.

BUT!

When they serve LAKSA,

I didn't touch it at all! Yuckz!

Kakak of course la super duper happy cause of DIDICAZLI!

FOREVER!

Raja Azura was there too!

Pretty!

LINE UP TO TAKE PICTURE? Sanggup kan?

After dat dad fetch us at Padang.

Went for early dinner!

Where they go while we went HI TEA?

The boys went fishing with daddy!

Boys day out.

3GIRLS 3BOYS fair ape?

HAHAHAHA

Happy Mother's day to ALL

MOTHER2!

2009-05-09T03:10:00.002+08:00

Damn2 hot whether tonight.

Had dinner with family.

Thot of meeting golem and nadia but

mum didn't allow.

So malas nak gaduh...i just kept quiet.

Furthermore mother's day around the corner,

shall not spoilt the mood.

I'm just going around pleasing people hearts now

if that is what they want.

Am tired of everything.

I need to return to The old nurulhuda.

Today took my uniform from SGH.

And kasot too!

Haiizzzz what a day.

Penat and Panas!

Tomorrow?

Having Hi Tea At Fairmont Hotel for Hari Ibu.

Like i said, follow for the sake of making my mom happy.

Only the girls going.

Sunday?

Didicazli private party.

Whatever la...

Doesn't feel like going but

hey it's time for me to wash eyes!

Who noes there is hot guys?

Hhahahahaha

Will update pics soon

about this two event!

Am going to sleep now.

Hafiz I MISS YOU LA GILER!

2009-05-08T00:23:00.003+08:00

Am crying...

Headache now.

I need someone....

Been running away from everyone due to certain things.

Baby & Golem,

Am SORRY!!!

I just need time on my own.

Jgn pk bukan2.

Nadia, Fiq and Harizah, you guys are always in my heart.

If you think that i'm happy thru my smile,

Swear to god, it's fake!

Gosh.... after the talk i had with nadia tonight,

it's a relieve.

I cried like a mad women.

I didn't tell anyone about my prob,

cause i won't want to trouble anyone.

I can't possibly please anyone.

I'm just trying to be fair?

Frens? am i wrong?

I DON'T KNOW.

I always thought that people would understand me,

cause i always understand them.

But somehow It's wrong.

I'm paranoid now.

I cried yesterday at the graduation ceremony

when the three girls sang.

Atinton saw it.

I cried coz i worry

i loose my ALL my frens after ITE ended.

What can i do???

2009-05-06T01:26:00.003+08:00

psst psst!

i met mr 'q' that day.

we miss each other la...

Can't resist of hugs and ..........................

I told him i miss cloud....

He said he does miss the group of cloud too.

He congrats me for graduating

and acceptance in SGH.

He said he will come and fetch/sent

if he has the time.

Of course you have time you idiot!

I didn't tell hafiz that i met him.

Hafiz forbid me to meet him of course.

They fought last last week.

Haizzzzzzz

Boys are boys...

Hafiz will surely kick my ass if he knows.

Mr q as usual sing and talk crap with innocent face.

Met his mom for dinner.

Talk crap again.

His mom also layan kan we all....

I had a great day with him!

2009-05-05T20:49:00.006+08:00

Partners in crime at PIZZA HUT yesterday!!

We did not go to pizza hut for nothing, but asurprise birthday for her!

Fav cousin!

Since marni is "pregnant" now, dier ngidam nak makan PIZZA

so Lyan kan! hahahaha

Wonder wat is she going to do! haizzzzz!

2009-05-05T02:35:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling down nw. Been very lost nwadays. Things a lil cock up here and there. Regardless i smile,cry or laugh things doesnt change. I need some loss of memory. Pls???

Been silent towards frens nwadays. Msn? Seldom online, avoiding certain frens. I guess am spoilt like an expired bread.

Bb magg? I had no choice but to forget u for our good. Treasure her cause its precious. Am just going to watch u frm far.

Hafiz, i really neEd ur hug and shoulder nw. I Want our roMantic days to stay. May our dreams of wedding by the sea, 4 child, car and highest education 4 our 2 prince and princess will be granteD!

2009-05-04T11:45:00.002+08:00

I MISS G.G OUT OF SUDDEN!

G.G!

AM GONNA HUG YOU ON GRADUATION DAY

OK???

LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-03T22:34:00.005+08:00

I recommend you guys to watch this SEX+HORROR=HARDCORE movie!
This is so PSYCHO movie until afifa, ifa and me want to cry watching this movie!
GORE TO THE MAX LA SIAL!
we watch it on the THURS, but on the Saturday i watch it again with my secondary frens.
Terpekik-pekik Rizal ngn aku! hahahahaa
Kekekekekeke....

2009-05-03T21:08:00.004+08:00

HE IS THE WINNER!
SHAH INDRAWAN AKA TOMOK!
HE WON ONE MILLION BY JOINING THE ONE IN A MILLION!
OUT OF THOUSAND PEOPLE IN MALAYSIA
THIS "SENGAU" BOY ACTUALLY WON?

Best uh kau tomok!
I salute you so much!

This is the audition part. See how the judges comment him.

This is the FINAL! THESE IS THE ONE IN A MILLION FIRST MALE WINNER!

2009-05-03T18:13:00.001+08:00

HAVING PMS NOW!

F**KING HELL!

BLOG IS OUT FOR PUBLISH NOW...

ANYTHING YOU GUYS NOT HAPPY?

CANNOT READ OR CANNOT SEE?

TOO COLOURFUL?

TELL ME K?

TAG ME IN THE TAGBOARD...

THANK YOU!

2009-04-30T23:26:00.005+08:00

Flashback for SATURDAY!

Maaaaaaaaaaaaakannn time at CHAI CHEE RESTAURANT!

(saw any interesting outfit behind me)

Jeng Jeng Jeng! It's Dad and Uncle Sam! They accidentally wore the same shirt!

Table 1

Table 2

Third Table Is at the Back
Marni Start Open Table

Me and Sis? Chill2!

The Bapak2

The Mak2

The Anak2 Pompan

The Chilli Crab!!!!!!!

Omg! i SO LOVING IT!

First time makan bende alah nie! Ya ammmmmpunnn!

Ini AnAK! muhd aqiil nazhmii!

Cute Giler la!

My little Pidek!

So he PAID for EVERYTHING!

UNCLE SAM CPF DA KLUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO HE PAID FOR EVRYTHING....

BEST GILER....

WE ENJOY EVERY SECOND AND EVERY PIECE OF FOOD.

hahahahaa

SAPE TAK SYG MAKAN WOI????